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well i'm back at school and i'm feeling better than i did at first. i was so restless and uncertain. just about what God wanted for me. there have been so many things going on in my life and in my head and in my heart. it's such a strange and mysterious thing to have happen- when God is doing something to you, and you don't really know what it is, only you have the feeling that He's preparing you for something or almost re-arranging your thought process or your outlook on certain things. i don't know if that really makes any sense, but that's what i'm experiencing. it's really strange but kind of exciting, only confusing, because i can sense that God is teaching me something through this, that I'm growing, only i don't know why things are changing like this. anyway, i've rambled on for far too long about something you probably aren't understanding because i'm not explaining so well. so i'm off! :)

whoa, my bad! i haven't posted on my true blog since before christmas, but have done more on xanga than anything else. here's a jumpstart to my resolution to begin posting here again... i love these quiz things. who knows how on target they are though...

You Are the Reformer

1 You're a responsible person - with a clear sense of right and wrong. High standards are important to you, and you do everything to meet them. You are your own worst critic, feeling ashamed if you're not perfect. You have the highest integrity, and people expect you to be fair.

What number are you?

so last night i was so full of caffeine because i was stupid and drank lots and lots of coffee right before bed, and i watched a sappy girly movie and had one of those i-wish-i-was-in-love-moments... except almost as soon as i thought that, i realized that i AM in love. sometimes i've wondered what it feels like to be in love, but how can i wonder when i am already in love with the greatest Man who ever lived? I mean really. I am. In love with my Savior. So someday I may have a grand love story here, but for now my first love is Christ and that fills me with the greatest contentment. SO, now that that's off my mind, let's just say that I had a great day today. Jes and I went Christmas shopping at Target (when I'm in Dayton, I really really miss Target, haha). We had a blast. Ok, random thought----I had a dream last night about finding a 7-11 in Dayton. I love 7-11. Because I love Slurpees. The End. Anyway, so Jes and I went Christmas shopping and got some great things for the fam woohoo! And we also bought the Napoleon Dynamite dvd which we're about to watch. SO, I'm off now because I feel like I'm rambling and I'm anxious about my gay phone that's missing. sigh. later. :)

i don't really have anything to write, but i'd like to give whatever crazy people read this something to read... i've been watching spongebob episodes the princess diaries 2, and muppet christmas carol with jes and eavan and basically chilling this fine COLD day. i've had no motivation to head out into the arctic that is greensboro today, but i'm looking forward to getting out tomorrow for some shopping, yes indeed. so i am missing bryan folk but i'll be seeing some o' them in a couple days which will be grrrreat. and christmas is something for which i canNOT wait! oh and i can't...find my phone. if you haven't noticed, one of the things i listed in my xanga profile under expertise was losing things, so here we go again. haha. i'm pretty sure that it's in our van, but i'll give it a thorough search tonight... so sorry to those of you who i've told i'd call today. my bad... anyway. i'm off to do something, maybe watch a dvd, who knows...

it's oh so nice to be home. i must say that i had a really great trip home. i love to fly and travel and sitting in airports. sure, i'm strange, but i really do love the experience. so now i'm sitting here in our living room watching harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban, looking forward to a christmas party tomorrow night with our church and finally free of the burden of finals!! only... i'm pretty sure that i miss some bryan folks! my new roomie and our "suitemates" (haha!), jackie, rachel, and so many more. but i know that soon enough it will be time to get back to work, finish up planning for the valentine's banquet, and see everyone again. meanwhile, i am enjoying my time at home immensely. even seeing the cats again makes me happy. :) anyway, i'm going back to my movie because i'll soon be getting sleepy and going to bed before church tomorrow and such. buenas noches!

so i should be studying for western civ, buuuut...we're having a dance party in jessica's and andra's room to some classic michael jackson tunes. what could be better?? i mean i did need a study break so we'll be back to work soon, but i'm enjoying a rest from my notes to watch jessica and andra break it down, to be quite honest. so we had a bryan college christmas and hour or so ago and it was just lovely. the jackie and demi christmas will happen when we return after break. ;) anyway, i'm off to finish work etc. HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!

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